I Am Still Yours

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 I Am Still Yours
















I saw her looked at me 

And for a moment I saw no one else

She was beautiful, wonderful, and all a man would long for


I thought I want her

I thought I love her

I was happy

I was crazy


She’s something I never knew all my life

She’s new, she’s refreshing

She brings me something

I thought was missing


But I was losing

This is strange

This is not me

I am missing

I didn't like who I’m becoming


I stepped back, and moved back

And knew then that this is not what I want

I stepped back and saw her

She’s beautiful, she’s wonderful but not who I long for


She is fun and exciting 

But not someone who would listen

She is tough and strong 

But not someone you’d cry on


The light of the party, but not my safe place

I was drawn to a temporary happiness

I found the high, but lost my smile

I left the joy that was once mine


You were not like her

And I did not know better

Your my calm in this chaos

My quiet in this noise


I thought I wanted something else

I was drawn to an unending chase

I knew I messed up

I can understand why you gave up


I know I brought you rain

And I’m sorry for the pain

I take the blame for what happened to us

I was selfish, a moron, and an ass


I thought I’d give my heart to someone else

But it keeps on coming back to the one it misses

I know I have drifted, and I don’t deserve your forgiveness

I know I have wandered, but let me pick the pieces


It’s that I had to lose you...

I know I lost you…

But whatever the future holds... 

I am still yours...

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