Random Thoughts

I could tell you outright that I love you, that I’m elated when you call me on the phone, when we talk of things and just waste away our time. I could tell you honestly how much you mean to me. I could even tell you that you are always on my mind; from the time I wake in the morning until I close my eyes at night. The one who fills my dreams and fantasies, who makes me laugh until I cannot laugh anymore. You are the one who gets me mad but would eventually woo me in a truce with his sweetness and charm. The one who knows me and understands how I feel. The person who accepts me, appreciates me and values that friendship that we share. I could go on and on about you, and tell you how you fill my life. I could make use of profound words and flowery speeches, but mere words would not be able to express how I feel. They would not be enough to make you see how true my feelings for you are. Even if I put all the words in the world together, it would not show you the sincerity of...

Ang mga salitang move on ay madalas masambit ng mga kaibigang wala ng maisip na iadvice sa mga kaibigan nilang nagluluksa dahil sa sawing pag-ibig. Kung minsan din naman kasi, sobrang O.A. natin kung masaktan lalo na kung puso ang pinag-uusapan (yung tipong pang commercial lang ang peg… Nay Baki?!!?!?!). Kung gaano kadaling sabihin ang mga salitang ito, ganun naman sya kahirap gawin. Hindi ito parang sakit ng ulo na naitutulog mo tapos pag gising ay wala na. Ito ay nangangailangan ng panahon at pang-unawa. Hindi porke’t pagod ka ng makinig sa kadramahan ng kaibigan mo ay pag sasabihan mo na syang mag move on. Tandaan mahirap diktahan ang emosyon. Di pwedeng pekeen ng kaibigan mo ang nararamdaman nya (di ko din naman sinasabing walang namemeke ng nararamdaman). Bakit ba mahirap mag move on? Maraming dahilan kung bakit mahirap gawin ang mga katagang ito. Iilan sa mga ito ay ang sumusunod:   Masyadong kang naattach sa tao at hindi mo kayang isipin na hindi na...

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another door opens, but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one that has been open for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away; feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It’s true that we don’t know what we've got ‘til it’s gone, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that that they will love you back. Don’t expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn’t be contented that it grew in yours.  It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, but it takes a lifetime...

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside and yet you can never have them… when the moment you can’t feel them under your fingertips, you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head… to no more than living size when they are brought out… Do not be afraid to tell someone you love him/her. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don’t, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were too afraid of losing what you already have with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn’t. You cannot tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own, when you least expect it, ...

It is funny that I ask for what I cannot have. And I often thought that this funny feeling always makes me sad. The lonely thought of him, is a nightmare I don’t want to end. I am just a girl, who longed to find my love. I think this longing will last forever. I keep asking myself why. Why can’t I give up the love I cannot have. I don’t even know why I am crazy for someone who does not even notice me. I could laugh at myself at times, especially those times when the picture of him makes me smile. Those times when my heart beats faster when he appears, those times when illusions are taking over my reality. I have always seen his angelic face. The picture of his welcoming aura is always there. Whenever he sings, emotions overflow. His passionate renditions frustrate every part of me. For I know that the melodies are for someone else. His good looks cannot be contested, but the love I feel goes beyond that. In him I found a man; a man, I want for a man. Impossi...

She can brush your hair She can smell your scent She can feel your heartbeat She had taste your lips She can listen to you She can give you her words She can tease you a lot She can make you laugh Yes, she’s the girl, who can turn your world Yes, it’s her, she’s the girl The girl who has your love The girl you cared for so much The girl, I wish I was And she’s the same girl who can comfort you The girl who can pick you up when you are low She’s the girl who owns the smile you cannot resist She’s the girl you see in your dreams The girl you would dress for The girl you would shop for The girl who knows your sweetness The girl who can make you romantic The girl who took your breath away The girl who completes your day The girl who can ease your pain The girl who can heal you again Yes she’s the girl The girl who is in your heart The girl you love so m...